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| Thursday, October 15th, 2009 |
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The longer I'm single, the longer my list grows. And off the top of my head this is what I've come up with. I pull different things I liked and hate about people I've met, been with, and friends with. My ideal man will: Appreciates and will play video games on a fairly regular basis. Sometimes with me, sometimes for me ha ha. Will drag me out of the house. Affectionate and not afraid of a little PDA. Has a motorcycle / knows how to ride one at least. Done with, almost done with, or serious about school. Need a good example. Someone who has their shit together. Taller then me. Is knowledgable in something I can remotely care about. Nerdy things. Talk nerdy to me baby :) Loves spontaneous sex. Doesn't do drugs. Doesn't smoke. No alchohol problems. Can tolerate nasty birds. Is crazy about me. Can write a really good English paper. Good in Math cause I'm not and I will need help. A good texter backer / call backer Will wear pink Spikes the hair. Wears ties. Won't care I'm not religious! Jesus H. Will tolerate my music. :) And let me have control of the radio lots of the time. Will tell me the truth. Striaghtforward, pass on the BS Has good friends. Pass on the psychos. -------------------------- I meant to post this a long time ago. But the funny thing is, Charles is like 98% of those. :) |
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| Saturday, August 8th, 2009 |
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( Moment please, I'm going to talk about my cycle :) ) In other news in a random chain of events I got whirlwinded into moving into a new place to stay. Kim volunteered to help me pack to move to my brothers. We briefly stopped at her house to see my cloak her husband, Mike was making me and was just finishing up for me. Well he started asking about me moving and then asked why I didn't just move there. Turned out he was serious ( Or maybe he just ended up sticking his foot in his mouth ) and then things changed. And its going to be much better for me I think. My brother's house is apparantly an warzone. Its kind of a long story but I should of said something. But at the same time I think people should make their own mistakes. I didn't think them getting married was an awesome thing. Like I mean I was happy for him, but it was hard for me to be excited. Because I saw them fight. I just saw bad things. Eitherway I've seen them fight recently. Still the same. I definately was not thrilled when they announced she was pregnant with my Nephew. And I mean I love my nephew, but no one should get pregnant until you've been married for at least a year. Ah well, I hope he makes the best of what is going to happen. He keeps talking of his future divorce. Neither of them want to pull the trigger though. Fuck just do it. He's miserable. I want him to be happy. I would of been a lot happier the other day if I just didn't know where anyone was. Tom and Steve werent online, or really answering my messages/texts. Which just put me in whatever mode, thats fine. Until Chris fucking tweets that everyone is at his house. Which means only one thing. I cry everytime I find out. Everytime. Assholes. Maybe if it happens enough I'll just get over it. I'll still always be sore about it though. And here's what gets me. If I wrote off everyone that smoked weed, or even did drugs, I would have barely anyone. No Misty, Chris, Sean. My brother, Tom, or Steve. I wish I could figure out what my biggest deal is. I've always determined the fact it worries me to death that if anything happened and any of them needed to get a drug test for work, they'd be effed in the a. And its just something thats easily avoidable. Just don't. It's pretty fucking nice to know that if I ever get suprise attacked, or if I go out job hunting I don't need to stop any of my behaviors prior to getting said job. I can continue on my normal business. Just stupid to me on that account. I don't give a fuck how "safe" it is compared to smoking cigarettes, which they all still do. Whatever. ( Started out fun, ended horribly? ) In other news, I start at Utica on Monday. All closing shifts my first week lol. And then when I was falling asleep last night I realized I was working the weekend I needed off but Shaun said it wouldn't be a big deal to adjust it. Awesome. :) Yeah the weekend of the 21st is going to crazy. Dell came out today. They sent the wrong part and then it took him 20 minutes to get through to the person on the phone what kind of part he needed sent. Apparantly I need a new motherboard and whatnot still. Fantastic. And the Tech also informed me I need to have a tech out around *7* times before they will give me a new computer. Fucking bullshit. Should of got a fucking mac. Mother fucker. God save the customer that probes deeper into my Dell. Cause I will let them know. I'm sorry I'll mention I probably got a lemon but their customer service is like bullshit. And foreign. I'm also getting the window on my car fixed. Hurrah! My Aunt is claiming it on the home owners insurance. The claim was already filed and they already called me and said they were covering 100% of it. So I just need to get in touch with the claims adjuster and all is good. So excited. Thats more money for me. Ha ha ha. Oh oh and more money? Making more money is awesome. And working at geeksquad I definately will have more monies! And I'll be able to do the nice things. Save money AND get my hair done on a regular basis AND get my nails done. Kimmie says when she starts working at Best Buy and has money again we'll go get our nails done :) very exciting. My hands will finally be pretty, and everyone will get lots of back scratches and head rubs. Cause I know it feels good! |
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| Sunday, February 22nd, 2009 |
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Well, its been a while eh? I guess a lot has happened. People have left, people have come. People have really pissed me off. Things have really pissed me off even. Hopefully I can break it down. ( The Break Up ) Other then those woes, I have made new friends. Well new friend, and rekindled a friendship from high school. And I am sooo happy about it. A girl at work named Ashley was like instantly my best friend. We have so much in common, and then sometimes she's just fun to watch. I adore her soo much. And I tell her all the time that if I was a guy I'd date her. Although because I'm caucasian I'd still be working on her to woo her, but I would be trying! Ha ha ha. And then Kim from high school turned out to be her best friend, so we all hang out. And we end up having what we call the 2/3s factor. Where two of us will either love or hate something, and the other person will feel the exact opposite. usually I'm in the majority, except when it comes to bean sprouts. I like to eat them, they do not. Not even Jenny Murphy likes them lol. When Jenny Murphy is in the mix we get divided in half. Its all fun though. I love having girl friends. I had no idea how much I missed them but I did. And I haven't forgotten about Misty Jean. She's still my best friend too but she lives in Florida right now with her husband. So like we can't hang out. Although I do have to have a little chit chat about her and the drinking. She drinks way too much for my style. Like over the summer I could feel my liver dying. Which was also why I'd party with her for a week like non stop and then disappear for three weeks. My shit needed to recover. ( Misty's visit ) So right now I'm hangin out with Tom, watching him go through this massive toxicology report, listening to him talk to himself about the processes of how two chemical compounds react with the body. Well I'm assuming they are called chemical compunds. I'm not really bio saavy so they could be called something else. Chemicals? Keep it simple that way? Ha ha ha. So where am I now? I'm so scourned. I'm angry about love. I'm angry about being alone again. I'm angry that things are not going how I planned. I'm angry about reasons 1-3. I'm so jaded. I don't have the energy in me to give it another go without knowing for sure at least SOMETHING will come of it. I essentially feel like the last six months of my life was wasted on "just having fun." Don't get me wrong though I enjoyed all our times together but still. I rather of just been friends. Other then that school is school. I'm borderline fucking it up so hopefully after this spring break I can get my head out of my ass and get to it. If I don't I will be fucked for the rest of the semester. Japanese is going really great though. The only class I haven't missed any of. Ha ha. Mostly cause Kim is in that class and she would knife me silly if I missed it without good cause. ( With all that I leave you with some funny quotes from my Psych teacher cause he's a funny guy: ) |
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| Wednesday, November 5th, 2008 |
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"And really quick note to the people who said they were going to leave the country of Obama won: Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. You're gonna leave? You stayed with everything Bush did. But you're like "Obama?" Actually scratch the common sense speech, I'll help you pack. It was a huge night for Obama. So gotta say congratulations and THANK YOU to George Bush. You convinced America that it was the second worst idea thing in the world to vote for a Republican. Only being beat out by the idea that people should contract AIDS on purpose. I mean if you think about it, it took George Bush to elect a black man." -sxephil. Sxephil for the win. |
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| Monday, August 18th, 2008 |
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I got accepted to Oakland University. And I swear to god. I'm going to stay at this one. Once and for all. I qualified for about 12 grand in loans and grants this semester. So I gotta go down there and do some papers and stuff. I dunno, gotta read it all, lame. Thats my exciting news! Now to sign up for whatever classes I can. Considering school starts the 2nd! Roar!!! I'm going to do this school stuff once and for all! I haven't decided if I'm going to do summer stuff though. Kinda up in the air. I wouldn't want to burn my ass out too bad. :) Byeeee! |
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determined.
contemplative.
amused.
accomplished.